Love..... and being turned on in the head.... the top head.

"Write a list of things you need, leave it empty.  Except for number one, write love, gamble everything."

-Ben Lee

Soo.... I don't really want to talk about love again, but it's been a topic I talked about last night over red wine with a friend.  And we came up with an interesting idea.  

We both have had bad choices in people to have relationships with.  Our question was 'do we fall in love with the wrong people, plainly because we aren't ready for a full on relationship as of yet?'  It's an interesting idea, where our subconscious directs us to the wrong kind of people because we aren't emotionally at the right place to hold a proper relationship.  

Another thing that's been talked about is how people are gay.  I know I've always known I am deep down, but it's a matter of accepting it and being open with who you are before coming out.  My friend questions whether I think it's nature or nurture that causes humans to become homosexual.  Whilst I strongly disagree that it is either of these, the reasoning was this.  If it was nurture, gay people wouldn't come from many walks of life.  It would be from the same types of family and home conditions.  On the other hand it can't possibly be nature.  If it was genetic, there simply wouldn't be an inclining rate of gay beings because.... obviously.... gay partners can't create children with one another.... and as it would be a recessive gene parenting a child with a straight person would create a straight baby.  ^_^ It was an interesting conversation.

The last part of my 24 hours was watching episode one of the second season of Glee.  One of the scenes had a new character singing.  When someone sings in a certain way I find it very attractive.  The only other time I had found it to this extent is Ewan McGregor in Moulin Rouge. I tried to explain it to my room mate but it was unsuccessful and ended in the sentence "I'm so turned on by that guy rights now.  Don't worry I'm not hard.  You know what I mean.... Turned on in the head and not the pants?"  Yeah.... It ended in an awkward stare.  My bad.

Oh well, that is all for now.

Keep on trucking Wolfies.

xx Action Wolfe.

Margaret Cho on Gay's

My friend David introduced me to the comedian Margaret Cho - I watched this video and lost if for the whole time. Thought I'd share it with yall. Love it! Matches in well with the gist of my blogs so far so I thought I'd throw it in.

xx Action Wolfe

Rant spawned from an MSN conversation.

Sometimes I think life would be soo much easier being straight.

For once I would like to talk to people and not have my sexuality pop up for once. I am gay - but that does not define who I am. I want to sit down and have a chat to a random with the feeling that I'm accepted no matter how they think. I don't like the notion that as soon as people find out I am gay it changes everything... I just don't get it.

Do they think it's a personal choice?

I am gay - it is not my fault. I'd rather accept myself than live a lie and die unhappy.

I also think it would be easier to have a straight relationship. Not just the social aspect of showing affection - but the actual relationship itself. Straight people have a somewhat chronological order to how they live.

Meet > Date > Relate > Marry > Kids > Parenting

With gay people I kind of feel like they move along two separate paths.

PATH A

Meet > Fuck > Move on

PATH B

Meet > Date > Relate > Commit > ?? what next ??

You may have noticed "marriage" was not in the gay paths. I don't think it should be a goal. Marriage is based from religion - we are not accepted amoung that - so why marry when we can get the same rights? Well - we can fight for the same coupled rights without having the label it with the term "marriage".

... that's just how I feel at this point in time. It may change. Sometimes I'm fickle.

I want to find a partner who will follow this path:

Meet > Date > Relate > Commit > Live happily ever after
(Kids/Adoption may be an option... but not fussed at all about it aye)
(and yes I am aware I do not live in a fairytale)

lol - that is my rant.

I shall leave it at that for now.... it could have been longer but I seem too.... I don't even know... insane?

meh.

xx Action Wolfe

This song is stuck in my head.

Yet again I have musicals stuck in my head.

Just wanted to share this song from BARE... I cried so many times in this musical when there was a production in Perth. Fucking str8 gays!